LOVE ME

Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

MY LOVE

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

WHEN IM WITH YOU

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

MY LITTLE SECRET

Shhhhh... its a secret
no one out there can hear it
if it is heard or even talked about
no one will be quit, they will all shout

shhhh .... i really mean it
she is the world and no one can see it
the beautiful smile and golden blond hair
makes it a perfect match, a perfect pair
the words she says and the beautiful eyes she wears
amazing compassion, pleasure she shares

shhh... between me and you
she is the stars hanging over the ocean's blue
drifting with the waves, her magical touch
keeps the boat afloat when sinking is such
her soft breaths push the boat along so well
even when there is no wind to keep an easy sail

shh... this one is for real
she knows how to understand and how to feel
she holds no fear behind those eyes
impossible is nothing but hope in disguise
she knows where to go and where to meet
she knows the values to make it complete

sh.. no on can know
how i found an angel no one will ever know
she made it down here from places above
always keeping her safe, my sweet little dove
she will never fly away as long as no one yells
cause i found me an angel, and the nation i will tell. :)

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

Let me love you

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...

"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"
One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
The End."

A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.
Take this weekend to show our "love" to all that are close to us.

Love diary...

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.

I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.

She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER

I love you so deeply,

I love you so much,

I love the sound of your voice

And the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile

And your kind, thoughtful way,

The joy that you bring

To my life every day.

I love you today

As I have from the start,

And I'll love you forever

With all of my heart.

MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

My Daily Routine as a Lover ^^..

Isang normal na umaga na ang lahat para sa isang manunulat katulad ko.. e1 ko ba kong bakit pero sa araw araw na ginawa ng diyos naging normal na ang lahat walang pinagbago.. kakain sa umaga mag aayos ng bahay at xempre haharap sa ballpen at papel para mag sulat ng mga bagay n naiicp ko.. pero lahat pala pede magbago sa isang dahilan,, qng napapancn nio lahat ng mga sinusulat ko ay puro sa pag ibig at yun ay dahil sa isang babaeng nag pabago ng lahat skin... from the very first time na nkilala koxa,,e2 na ang nging daily routine ko sa umaga sa tanghali at sa gabi...

1st>>> GGCNG NG UMAGA,, FINDING CELLPHONE,, I WILL TXT HER AT MAGBABASA NG MGA MESSAGES NIA ^^

2nd>>> PAG GCNG NG UMAGA HAWAK ANG PICTURE NIA AT SSBHIN ANG MAGIC WORD NA I LOVE YOU BABY GUDMORNING KHIT MAGKALAYO KME.

3rd>> ITS BEEN NATURAL TO EAT B'FAST IN THE MORNING,, PERO NATURAL N BA SA INYO ANG KUMAIN SA UMAGA NA HAWAK ANG WALLET AT TINITITGAN ANG LITRATO NG BABAENG MAHAL NIO?? "YAN ANG MGA GAWAIN KO SA UMAGA"

So nalaman nio n ang gawain ko kapag umaga.. lets go to my afternoon session.. Pagdating ko sa skul xempre jamming na sa barkada,, kwentuhan d2 kwentuhan doon.. dmeng madadaldal n clasm8 ko hehe.. sakit sa tenga kc puro nlang chismisan.. so aq nmn ganto ang gingawa ko...

1st>> Titignan ko ang cellphone ko den after a minute,, bubuksan ang isang folder na puro message nia ang nakalagay,, hehe paulit ulit.. from 2008 to 2010 ung messages

2nd>> mag susulat aq sa notebook ng mgapoems all about that girl..

3rd>> hahawakan ulit ang wallet den tignan nanaman ang picture nia..

4th>>xempre kapag hndi nakatiis,, itetext agad xa at ssbhin ko sa message baby i love you,, mama i miz you... kala ko nio mtandang writer aq nu.. well im just a ordinary student dream ko din kc talgang mgng writer.. gs2 kong isulat lahat ng mga naiicp ko at nrramdaman ko sa pamamagitan ng lapis pael at ballpen.. well lets go back to my topic..

Afternoon session sa skul,,,cguro nabasa nio na dba.. ngaun afternoon session nmn kapag pauwi na aq sa bahay at kapag nasa jeep n aq at tren..

1sT>> mdalas aqng napapatingin sa mga partners na magkasama,, kaya aun napapaicp nanaman aq na sana kasama ko xa.. napaka unusual skin un hehe..pero ang 22o nakakainggit cla miz ko na kc ang girlfried ko

2nd>> happy family... kapag may nkikita aqng happy family na nakakasabay minsan stolen picture ko cla haha.. den magsusulat nanamn aq ng mga gs2 kong isulat tapos itetext ko ung babaeng mahal ko.. at ssbhin ko sknya un.gs2 kong magkapamilya kasama nia

3rd>> Daily routine ko na ang dumaan sa simbahan,, mag pray kay jesus at sbhin sknya na wag na niang bawiin skin ung babaeng mahal ko 22o nmn 22o naman ehh.. di ko kc kaya n wala ung babaeng un skin.. gs2 ko po kc xang makasama hggng sa pagtanda ko..

well natapos na tayu sa afternoon session at malapit ndin matapos ang kwento ng buong araw ko hehe.. tara na basahin nio na ang evening session ko: Do you know how to find gazing of stars?>?? hehe star gazing nlng mas madaling maintindihan.. mdalas ko ung gngwa kapag gabi.. mdalas iniicp ko n kasama ko xa at magkasama kmeng titingin sa stars,, kahawak ang kamay nia.. magkayakap at ibubulong ko skanyang mahal kita.. e2 nga pala ung mga mdalas kong gwin kapg gabi.

1st>> txt ko ulit xa at ssbhing i LLLLOOVVEE YYOOOUUU!!!!!! hehe

2nd>> tignan ulit ang picture nia at hahalikan ang mganda niang mukha..

3rd>> mghihintay ng mga message nia at mkikipag lambingan s knya..

4th>>kakain ng dinner pero ang nasa icp ko ay xa prin,,, nasubukan nio n bang kumain ng dinner na katabi ang litrato ng babaeng mahal nio?? aq paulit ulit n gawain un hehe.. and lastly ma22log aqng kayakap ang unan at iniicp na katabi at kayakap siya.. hahalikan ang picture nia at pray kay god at ma22log aqng alam ko n sa paggcng ko mahal n mahal ko xa... wew....

oh guys ayan po ang daily routine ko cmula umaga hanggagng sa pagtulog ko.. teka before matapos ang gingwa kong istorya.. gusto ko lang sbhin sa babaeng mahal ko na..

I LOVE YOU MAMA.. TODAY TOMMOROW AND FOREVER.... IM ALWEZ HIR FOR YOU MAMA.... ILOVEYOU..

Well ganyan talga mag mahal ang isang tulad ko^^ kaya salamat po sa pagbasa nio ng mga gnggawa ko... sa susunod ulet ha???

ISUSULAT KO N PO D2 UNG TUNGKOL SA KASAL NMENG DALAWA HEHE..

WILL YOU MARRY ME LEIDEE??? ^^i love you....

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

TO LEIDEE

The first time I laid eyes on you
A seed was sown within me.
Since then it has grown,
Its creeping tendrils ensnaring my heart,
Filling my head with thoughts of you.
Now a fiery blossom is blooming,
Radiating passion, stirring up longing.
Each day with you,
These feelings grow stronger.
Standing near you I am enchanted
For I am in the presence of an angel.
No longer can these feelings be held in.
From my chest they burst outward
In this confusion only one thing is certain.
LEIDEE,
I love you.

MY ANGEL

I once saw a girl with perfect chinita eyes, It wasn't just the size but the
color of her soul reflected so hard that my heart almost stopped beating, I
wanted a second meeting. I stopped eating for days cause the unforgettable
face always was on my mind, I wonder why my heart was so kind...Her body was
like watching a million stars crashing, my mind was just seconds from collapsing.
I cant breath, I cant think, I cant see... but still I wonder how it
would be.

Words are becoming small and I finding myself hitting the wall.
She smells like a endless smell of roses that none of this earth has smelled
before, that I adore.
I suddenly thought is this real, or is it just a silly dream...it all seem so
clear but why isent she here, I start to fear...is the end near. will I
wake up and see life as it is. I'll never forget her wherever she goes,
whatever she does. Cause she is worth dying for, or living without...its no
doubt, I have found my angel on earth.

i love you leidee...

3 times a day^^

There was a time in my life I became afraid to love. Because all those times I fell in love, I got hurt. I thought maybe that's why it's called "falling" in love.

I would give my all, loving deeply and wholeheartedly. It would be a truly emotional, extremely euphoric experience. I would dream about the object of my affection all day and all night, imagining good times together, thinking of what I can do or give him to show how much I cared. I would feel light as a feather, energized and excited, literally blooming with the joy I felt inside. Then somehow something would go wrong and my whole world would crash. Disappointment. Resentment. Anger. Pain.

Why? Can we not love without pain? Is disappointment really a price to pay for all the happiness we feel when we're in love? Should we blindly accept that because we love we get hurt?

It was only after many years of soul-searching and internalizing inspirational writings that I discovered that I can love without getting hurt. I finally understood that unconditional love was the answer.

Love is one of the most powerful forces in the universe. It is the fire that burns inside, the essence of being. Love is the source of all our comfort and contentment. It is a precious gift that defines our purpose in life. If we keep in mind that we can indeed preserve its true meaning, we can love to the fullest and be happy the rest of our lives.

Accept that people express love in different ways.

How do YOU express your love? You say "I love you" three times a day, you kiss and embrace him every chance you get, you never forget your anniversaries, and you always prepare his favorite dishes. How does HE express his love? He rarely says "I love you", he seldom kisses you, he forgets your birthday, and he doesn't even try to cook. But he works overtime, walks the dog, helps you with the laundry, takes you to the movies, and calls you "Honey". He probably loves you as much as you love him, he just shows it differently. If you can accept that difference then you can have a healthier perspective of your relationship.

Derive happiness from giving love.

When you love, do it because you want to. There is indescribable joy in loving. Just give it. And cherish the satisfaction in having given someone something of yourself. It's like giving a gift. Whether it is appreciated or not, find joy in simply giving.

Love without expecting anything in return.

Now this is where pain comes in: when you demand something in return for the love you give. You are actually setting yourself up for disappointment because love cannot always be reciprocal. Love between two people can never be of the same intensity at the same time and place. No matter how much your partner loves you, she will never be able to fill all your needs all the time. And you are worst off if you believe you should love only when you are sure to receive equal love in return. Sad to say, you will be waiting in misery forever.

Love now.

The past is gone and the future is just a dream. All of yesterday's aches and pains, even the joys and laughter, are mere memories. Let them go. And your fantasies and worries? They may never come. So why dwell on them? Live now. Give love now. Do it now and enjoy the moment. That is the secret of inner contentment.

Throw away those destructive habits.

When you insist upon yourself that you always have to be in control, that you always have to be right, that others must always please you, you mold unreasonable expectations of yourself and the ones you love. Loving relationships are flexible, dynamic, and evolving. Give room for change and interaction. Allow for new behavior and learning experiences. When we welcome these into our lives, we open ourselves up to love and affection rather than anger and frustration.

Yes, you will say that unconditional love is easier said than done. Especially when we have always believed that love is give and take. Try believing that love is simply giving. They say "Give until it hurts". Let's say "Love until it hurts no more".

leideearbel...

Dearest Leidee,

Hey Beautiful, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.

I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.

I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, Leidee, with all my heart and soul, always and forever!

always
arbel..

Chintamenie part 2

We'll e2 n po ulit ang writer n makulit at sa inyo ay mangungulit.. After the dance night akala nio cguro hnggang dun nlang ang story ni ms.chintamenie nu??dian po kau ngkakamali hehe.. after dat dance night hndi n xa mawala sa icp ko.. i go to my bed at hndi aq maka2log kakaicp sakanya.. napakaganda nia talga..

cguro may "BOYFRIEND" na siya.. un agad ang nsbe ko sa sarili ko,, well hndi nmn cguro aq magtataka sa ganda ba naman niyang un mawawalan xa dba?? mtagal aqng hndi makatulog dhilsa babaeng un... The manila boy inlove in a province girl nagbago ang lahat cmula ng mkilala koxa.. until sa paguwi ko sa manila siya pdn nsa icp ko,, hndi xa mawala sa icp ko..but this is the reality akala ko hnggng dun nlng un..babalik din kc xa ng ibang bansa just for herself kaya hndi n aq umasa..

alam kong malabo n magkatuluyan kme.. malayo kc siya sa piling ko.. at di ko inaasahan n mggng akin pa xa.. 1,2,3,4,5 years ang lumipas dis girl i named here as CHINTAMENIE still the girl na na nag change ng life ko nung nasa province aq.. our communication started,, email d2 email doon.. usap d2 usap doon.. parang nabuhayan aq ng loob ng bigla nlng nagkaroon kme ng pagkakataon n makapg usap ulit...

its been along long years cmula ng hndi kme nkapag usap... August 2008.... she said.. "arbel nand2 n aq sa Philippines" at exactly 11pm na pag basa ko ng phone ko at pag open ko ng message na un.. she txted me.. d ko alam ang ssbhin ko d ko alam ang irereply ko, bsta dat tym talgang napakasaya q..

excited aqng makausap at matawagan xa...ang babaeng nakasayaw ko ang babaeng nagpangiti ng gabing un sakin.. e2 n xa bumalik na ulit.. 1 month later.. my feeling going bigger and bigger mahal ko n nga xa.. mag work kaya ang relationship nmeng dalawa? sana mapag bgyan nia aqng mahalin koxa.. nung una natakot aq kc wala nmn talga kmeng formality na pag kakakilala baka icpin nia niloloko ko lng xa.. but the truth is gs2 ko sabihn sa knya na noon palang mahal ko na siya cmula ng mkilala at mkita ko xa mahal ko na xa....until sinabe ko saknya...

"I LOVE YOU" "MAHAL KITA" I STILL REMEMBER DIS NUNG CNBE KO SA KNYA.. you know what she said "MAHAL DIN KITA"..... arbel and leidee..

"MISS CHINTAMENIE PART 1"

Hello sa mga readers ng DISTANCE thank you for always viewing and reading my articles.. its been a year cmula ng magsimula ulet aqng magsulat, ng hahanap din kc aq ng inspiraxon ko,, until i found it,, den my life change becoz of this girl...paxenxa n po kayu qng ngaun lang ulet aq nkapagsulat ng tagalog articles ha hehhe.. mejo complicated kc di ko maexpress ang feelings kapag tagalog hehehe.... okie guys just read dis nlng hope u like it,, alam nio nmn n cguro qng para knino dedicated ang article q^^..

Guys do You still remember the word mahal kita? dba napakasarap sbhin nito sa taong mahal mu? sa taong pinag uukulan mu ng pancn,, at khit ulit-ulitin man ang panahon alam nten hndi matutumbusan ang pagmamahal n cnsbe ko.. years past i was still young at the early age ngakaroon dn aq ng mga kalokohan lalo n pagdating sa mga babae,, definitely yes isa aq sa mga playboi ng high school days q, ^^ sbhin n nteng marami aqng babaeng nkikilala..

But still d ko maintindihan ang sarili ko..d pa aq masaya i want to find my happiness the one who can complete me... when i was 2nd year high school i decided n magbakaxon sa provnce.. pero npilitan lng aq nun,, boring kaya sa provnce compare nmn sa isang manila boy n katulad ko hehe.. and hndi ko alam n sa pag punta ko sa lugar n un malaki ang mgbabago sa buhay ko.. isang cmpleng pagkakataon ng mgging dalahin ng puso ko, ang babaeng mgbabago ng pananaw ko sa buhay ko...

After a days nasa provnce n aq, wew napakaboring talga nkatambay lng aq sa kwarto paulit ulit na tunog sa mp3 ko at paulit ulit n pagtulog so complicated compare sa manila na puro jam.. boring talga,,, walang mga girls ( "un ang akala ko :)" )... at exactly 7pm nasa terrace aq dat tym der was a group of girl sa tapat ng rest house ng lola ko.. may sayawan daw sbe nila.. sbe ko nmn "ang korni nmn d2" den niyaya aq ng kapatid ko...

I decided to come n manood doon para nmn malibang aq khit papanu..but when i look at those girl dun sa tapat ng ancestral house ng lola ko, theres a GIRL na napancn ng mga mata ko.. those chinita eyes... beautiful chicks,, and ung tawa nia n napakalakas .. parng wala ng bukas.. natural n natural talaga xang babae,, at dun aq humanga sa knya.. i think i like dis girl sbe ko sa sarili ko.. At dat moment nakalimutan ko n meron pala aqng babae n naiwan sa manila,, kumbaga girlfriend hehe pero charing lang un.. d aq seryoso sa mga ganung bagay.. well bsta ang alam ko isa lng ang nkikta ng mga mata ko dat time.. we can call her my ""chintamenie"..

And den the dance night came... boring qng boring but i alwez look at the face of my chintamenie ang ganda nia talga.. di xa katangkaran she have a balanced height tamang tama para masabeng ang ganda ganda nia talga.... those chinita eyes n hndi ko maalis ang tingin ko kahit madilim,, nakakatawa ng dhil maraming nkikipag sayaw sa knya,, napapangiti nlng aq kapag tintgnan ko xa hehe... and until after an hour nagkaroon ng tuksuhan,, binibiro aq ng mga pinsan ko n mkipag sayaw nmn daw aq at mamili ng isasayaw... xmpre game nmn aq sa cnbe nila.. and guess kong cnu ang pinili kong isayaw??? xempre c miss chintamenie^^.. its started with a sweet dance and end with a sweet love.. ilove you...^^ to be continued..

Once Upon A Time..

Once upon a time, there lived a young fair princess and her charming prince. The charming prince longed to win the affections of the princess, but she hid in her heart her growing affection for him.

One day the faire princess and the charming prince were riding upon the prince's trusty white stead, a brand new 1994 Geo Prizm with... a cracked windshield. The faire princess rode next to her prince. She sat only close enough so that the charming prince could reach with his right hand and rub her knee. He did this to demonstrate his affection for the princess and to remind himself that she was truly with him and it was not just a wonderful dream. As the charming prince's trusty stead crested a hill, the faire princess pointed out the nice sunset to her prince. The charming prince was directing his trusty stead with his left hand, rubbing the princess's knee with his right hand, attempting to watch the course of his trusty stead and glance up at his princess when he had a chance. He was a bit distracted. Distracted though he was, the prince commented that the sunset was indeed pretty and nice. Upon returning to the castle, the faire princess gracefully strode to a nearby window. Once again, the princess admired the colorful sunset. The princess called to her prince to fix his gaze upon the setting sun. The faire princess secretly wanted to be close to her prince and be held in his arms. She hoped that he would come and snuggle close to her, so that they could enjoy the setting sun together. The charming prince came to the window and saw the beauty of the sunset, but was even more transfixed by the beauty of the faire princess. The prince longed in his heart to be close to the faire princess, so he snuggled up to her from behind, his arms around her waist, his head upon her shoulder. As the prince snuggled close to her, the princess placed her hands upon his and they admired the colorful sunset together.

As the weeks went on, the charming prince wooed the faire princess with flowers and chocolates, warm hugs and tender kisses on the cheek. Her love for the prince grew and she could keep it secret no more. One day, the faire princess proclaimed her growing love for the charming prince. The prince knew well of the princess's growing love, but was very pleased that she could no longer keep it hidden in her heart. The charming prince and the princess soon after, shared their first kiss. It was a tender kiss, a loving kiss. The kiss was full of the passion and desire that the charming prince and faire princess had in their hearts for one another.

As the days, weeks and months went on, the love that the faire princess and the charming prince had for one another continued to grow. They shared their secrets. They shared their dreams. They even shared their hope for a lifetime of love together. With love the charming prince held in his heart for the faire princess and the love the faire princess held in her heart for the charming prince, they did have a wonderful life full of love together. And they lived happily ever after...

My Dear..

Dearest Leidee,

It is very important for me to express to you how much you really mean to me. I wish I could do this in person while holding you in my arms and gazing into your eyes. But since we are physically separated by miles of emptiness, this expression must come in the form of letters such as this.

Dear, I know it is difficult for you, as it is for me, to be separated for so long. life seems to be full of trials of this type which test our inner strength, and more importantly, our devotion and love for one another. After all, it is said that "True Love" is boundless and immeasurable and overcomes all forms of adversity. In truth, if it is genuine, it will grow stronger with each assault upon its existence.

Dear, our love has been assaulted many times, and I am convinced that it is true because the longer I am away from you, the greater is my yearning to be with you again. You are my Charming Princess, and I am your devoted Prince. I cherish any thought of you, prize any memory of you that rises from the depths of my mind, and live for the day when our physical separation will no longer be.

Until that moment arrives, I send to you across the miles, my tender love, my warm embrace, and my most passionate kiss.

Love always,
arbel